Count down begins

5 Aug

School will be starting next Wednesday and I am looking forward (because my daughter has been having a major attitude with me and really not happy when she doesnt get her way) and a bit sad because she will be back in school and will not be around to talk to. I will miss her despite her tude problem. I am not thrilled to be getting up so early but, I have been weaning myself back. It is still a struggle.

My husband is still being an ass. Sorry sad but, true I am not perfect I promise but, for me it is hard to hear during couples therapy that he is feeling that I am using him for his money. Yes he is the only one that works right now but, at the same time I feel as though I do everything except for working a job outside of the home. That was a shocker and admittedly a piss off for me. Also hearing today that my counselors office had a computer issue and that my appointment was lost for Friday. I called them and no their computers are fine the idiot thought I was not going to show up on Friday. I told them no and that I would be there. He however showed up yesterday at 6 pm (thankfully her 6 didnt show up) and they are trying to get him to understand that they will text him a reminder the day before. Now where he was for about 3 hours or so when he knows I have to discuss something important with him (I have to have surgery outpatient) and he cant show up early from work to discuss this with me is just another nail in the coffin it seems. After a weekend where we actually talked and laughed and just were the way we were before things went south between us. Almost seems to be a waste of time sometimes and frustrating.


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