Purging

14 Jan

I have been purging a lot of things in my life and now I need a bit of space.  I need the space to really think about a lot of things.  From relationships to stuff and get rid of what is no longer working for me or making me happy.

As for friendships that is the hardest one of all to purge and jettison.  Some friends have known me a long time like since grade school and I have been trying to reconnect with them since I left  and moved more than 10 + years but, I have slowly realized that sometimes keeping up with your friends who no longer feel the need to return phone calls, emails or texts even the ones where you really need a friend at the time. HURTS sometimes more than you think.  Even when you have to text back that you will catch up with them or have them call you the next day and they dont communicate with you really is a let down.

Some friends were not really friends but, a friend of a friend.   Those were a bit easier to let go of.  A lot of time it is simply that folks no longer have the time anymore for friendships and instead are too busy with work or other obligations.  I do get that and a part of me does understand that but, it still does not help in the end of letting go.

I will also be doing some soul searching regarding my marriage (we have been through a bit of a rough patch) and I need to decide what is best for me.  I realize that this may sound selfish but, after one failed marriage I really do not want to be miserable again or even risk becoming miserable.  You might wonder where our daughter fits into all of this. Would she be better off in a single parent home or with both.  I will make the best decision I can for her sake.

Plus I need to decide on this blog as well.  I need to make sure it is still making me happy.

I think that with great power comes great responsibility and purging/simplifying comes even more responsibility and simplifying.

Sorry SpiderMan fans I did butcher that quote.

I promise to post again soon maybe next week and at least let you know if veganbunnies will still be up and going.

 

Thanks in advance for your understanding.

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